Tuesday, February 02, 2010

New year

New decisions, new directions.

I am all about looking forward, not backwards so it's time to proceed in said direction.
There are days when i just want to stay in bed and hide under the covers.  Unfortunately people are going to come looking, that I know for sure.

I want it all to be over with now, the leaving, the separation, the want for a new life.
I know it's just not going to be as easy as I want it to be.  Or will it?

Time will tell I guess, but I know it's what I want to do now
i've tried, tried for 2 years to make something work that I know is just never going to be back to the level it used to be.  And I dont want to settle

so here I am, New year, New Blog look, New me

now if I wasn't just so damn scared......

2 comments:

jin said...

Oh Andrea!!!
I am so happy to hear you are moving forward with positivity!!!
There's nothing wrong with being scared. I'm learning that myself- us Virgo/Ox types get in such deep deep ruts because of our crippling fear of the unknown & we are the only ones who can dig ourselves out. Fly free Andrea, I promise you'll be happier in the longrun!!!
*BIG BIG HUGS!*

P.S. If you want a Tarot reading via email just let me know... I do 'em occasionally for friends (Free of course! Always free!) when time allows.

Andrea said...

OHHHH I think I would LOVE that
you still have my email correct?

I think that would be very informative.....feel free to let me know when you're able to do so
yes well im hoping that the direction I chose to take will give me pleasure....