I really......

.......feel like im living out of a suitcase
forever HALF packed
do I stay
or

do I go

do I change it?
do I chance it?

seems like a no end in sight group of questions that really only amount to 8 words

and fuck dude, it's just scary
but im holding on tight
to think that I deserve better
that im better THAN this
and that my inner strength will get me thru


I just really could use a hug or two....