Blah...

is exactly how I feel

blah....

no real reason for it
just how I feel

like I could get the GREATEST news ever

yeah ok whatever, that's exactly how im feeling

I feel like I toss it all out there and never get back what I give
and I suppose im just giving up.........
.....maybe not giving up
going on hiatus, to being a nice person.....to giving as much as people want me to give and never getting back what I think I give out...

I hate to say it
but I think my breaking point is finally here

I just dont have the ability for bullshit anymore, for giving when I dong give back what I give, for trusting those who dont deserve it

time for me to put ME first
to put myself in the drivers seat and give to ME and my SON first..... and if anything is left...give to others

sad isn't it......but it's where my head is right now

I dont like it...