5 things......

So im borrowing this from JIN's page, cause I found it there and it seemed fun

5 things you MAY not know about me.

1. Im very very very insecure. I hide behind a wackie sense of humor and I always change the subject when someone starts to talk about me in a good way. I dont like to be the centre of attention at all and would always rather be out in a group of people I feel the MOST comfortable around. I change the subject immediately when someone compliments me and I usually second or thirdly guess myself....and I can relate with JIN in the fact that men have ALWAYS thought I was unapproachable....they think im too confident..yeah ok, whatever..if they only knew...

2. I have obessive compulsive disorder....totally 100%. Going along with that I have almost no short term memory due to an accident when I was 17. I seriously cannot usually remember if i've done something (like lock the front door or turned off the computer) I do things in patterns, generally in groups of three and im always checking things over and over and I actually have to repeat myself sometimes. I take alot of notes for this reason.

3. I wanted a boy when i was pregnant. In fact so much so that if I had HAD A girl, albeit I would have been happy, it would have taken just a little bit of time for me to feel that elated...in my heart of hearts and soul I 100% admit I wanted a son. Someone was clearly listening...

4. I have abandonment issues. I worry constantly that people are going to leave me. I have come to the conclusion that it has to do with the fact that my mom left our family when I was 12..I think things like that can haunt you forever. I have the GREATEST friends in the world and a lovely family, but that fear is always with me.....the people that im closest with can detect the signs but usually im pretty good at hiding them.

5. I am VERY spiritual...not to be confused with reglion, which I feel is a glorified business, but spiritual....I truly believe that every single person on this planet, the person you're in love with now, you've been in love with before, in a previous life. Im very sure that everyone has a soul mate, a kindred spirit that just GETS you...and each time around, you find them again. I believe that no, not everything comes back to haunt you, because I think there is room where mistakes are allowed, but I think that those who talk the talk but dont walk the walk will ALWAYS have karma to bite them in the ass.

so maybe some of you knew this, maybe some of you didn't..but hey, now you do.